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Saturday, 24 November 2012
Inspiration;
I steal my inspiration from the things that mean the most.
and I take my stolen inspiration
and make it
something I could possibly call my own
after all, I’m just a bloody mess
of pieces of things that I wasn’t born with.
because I’m not new anymore
and nothing’s made old.

and I’m sorry how I couldn’t relate.
but for goodness sake,
I gave you everything
everything you never had.
because it was mine.
it wasn’t what you had taken,
but it was what I have given.
I just wanted to be enough.
why couldn’t I be enough?
Oh, baby.
you said if you touch the flame
you would be burned.
We both know, you weren’t scared of feeling something
you were scared, I’d give you
everything you never had.
and you'd make it something you could call your love
cause we take our hearts
and we attach it to someone else
and bleed the blood of the one we love
& you thought I’d give everything
and take it all away.
or just give you an empty
box,
of promises.

empty. empty. empty.
I don’t think you ever peered inside
too afraid of holding
disappointment in your hands.
or holding acceptance.
or holding love
which one was it ?

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