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Thursday, 20 December 2012
Once
My heart stopped
and it flew, I swear
it flew.
when I put my lips

Upon
your lips.
you were the sun.
the moon was you.
& I was the ocean.
you were the sand
too.

A
good reason I was pulled to you
was all I needed
it’s all I need.
I think I’d like to blame gravity.
but not you.
cause you’ve changed with

Time.
I must admit,
I hate the hands of clock
that turn
constantly,
evolving the world
from what is
to what will be.

And.
I don’t like the way
it will be.
anymore.
sometimes I think
I’d rather have just died

Happily
in your arms.
wrapped up in sugar coated
lies.
because you cared and always would
but for

Ever.
doesn’t last as long as it does
for Cinderella
or as it does in heaven
or hell.
& sometimes I believe
I’m ready for what happens

After
we leave this world.
because your hands
don’t fit mine.
anymore.
and if they did.
would it really matter?

The
way you walked
and the way you changed
and the way everything
is what it never would be.
making we aware
we’ve reached out
much forgotten about
End.

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