the light plays off
your eyes.
and the hands
of an old machine
start up inside of me.

stop.
stop.
stop.
go on.


rusted over,
gotten over,
left overs,

of a heart,
move over.

make room for a new start.

some place i've never been,
you take me there,
you take me all over again.
it's been a while,
since i died,
even longer
since i felt alive.

can i please
loook for some sort
of sign
of a maybe forever,
or just a way to waste time
in your eyes?

just a way, to prove
that not everything
is meant everything
means everything
because sometimes,
everything can mean nothing.
and something else
can mean more.

be my something?
start from nothing.
mean everything

but the hands go backwards,
on a broken clock,
i don't want to watch,
myself fall.
once more,
cause the thing about
being dead,
is dying is worse.

i fly,
& fall all over you.
i don't know why.
& it's the uncertainity
that draws me in
and lures me away.
and it's the chase,
that breaks me down,
makes me smile.
and

sit your things down,
just stay awhile,

and i haven't felt these emotions,
i haven't taken a swim
in this sea,
since i last choked out
and sunk.

all because
of a something
that i thought was the one.

but my cloud,
evaporated.
don't be a liquid dream
in the sun.

can you be a like a snowflake
in some never ending
winner?

always there.
& different.

but better.
reality says no.
but does reality have to exist?
can you take me away?


oh it's crazy.
but you make me
mended,
all the while,
you never know.
you'll never know.
i've never known

it's not everything,
just yet,
but it's something,
that i thought
nothing could bring back
the things
of which i lack...

but i think we should
stop the clock
give it a try
if i fall
if you fall
if we die

we die
but maybe,
together,
always and forever.
for real this once.

and look at me,
planning the things
that i only hope for.
let's get this mended,
let's make it more.

let me make this clear;
i like you.
alot.